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Yesterday- me, Tiff, Vien and Kalvinder went Sushi King for lunch. Noticed that I’ve eat a lot recently. I ordered a set of soba noodle and I ate a lot of plates of sushi which on  kaiten belt.

Night, I planned not to eat coz I really need to keep fit already. End up ..he came and giving me surprised. He had prepared scramble eggs with black pepper sauce sandwiches for me. End up I eat a few slices so that he wouldn’t waste his efforts.

Today -  class started at 8am and before class, I’ve eaten a small mini cake. After class at 10am…we went breakfast at next door. I had a plate of wat tan ho. Then we do our graphic design in the Macintosh lab till 1++ and I feel hungry again. We went Paramount and had our meal again. I ate a plate of wan tan mee and a bit or yong tau foo. Gosh….what had happen to me..probably because too stress and I easily to get hungry…end up eat so much food….

Sob sob…cant continue like that…I need a break….no dinner for tonight…or else for sure put on weight.

My first blog in this friendster account…feel like posting something. Today I got class at 8.30am and I was alone waited in the lecture hall at 7.35am…in the sudden, 2 of my friends contact me saying that they are not going to the lecture. I was bored to join the class as well so I took my bag and met them downstairs.

All we do is just having breakfast at a cafeteria next door and discuss our assignment. After discussing the 1st assignment, we plan to skip another class and went take pictures for another assignment. Reached home at 1++pm

Was raining heavily and Freckle keep barking in the cage non-stop. Huh…I was all alone again in the house together with Freckle. Sounds like Freckle are always in the house compound with me when I was alone.

Thunder keep striking non-stop…and I have to off my laptop and everything and it makes me feel bad…staring rain drops through the window…feel like the sky is crying my heart out. I miss my home..I miss my Johor friends…I feel very depress and difficult in UTAR but what can I do? I got 9 assignments on hand and need to complete and pass up 2 assignments on the following weeks.

Flips through those albums I have with me..I miss those moments when I was in secondary school with my Johor friends…miss clubbing time togather with my roomates when I was staying at Setapak…but now..I’m always alone when I get to so called home..I don’t feel like this is a home for me..but a stranger place for me..which I don’t know how to go anywhere although I have a car.

Evening…I cook my own dinner since is heavy rain outside. Cook simple dish - 2 eggs and a few pieces of nuggets. When I was having my meal…in the sudden someone which I’m not aspected called me. He is someone that who is aftering me last 2 years..we chat quite long..everything seems change but still he is still single because of his ex (who makes my life miserable)

Piggy need to go for meeting at night..all I knew is..I will not force him anymore..let him settle everything and I’m fed up of worrying everything cause I always know - the truth is always cruel-