Archive for October, 2006

I’m Sick~! Mentally…Psysically…Emotional

Monday, October 30th, 2006

It’s lunch time now, yet I’m still sitting in office in front of PC typing blog. No appetite due to I still sick. Yesterday was very sick and took MC leave.Yesterday morning went to nearby clinic, got a very long queue and end up when I got to my car, I saw love letters from MBPJ sticking at my screen…RM100!

My house-mate told me if pay within 14 days, they will give discount and only pay RM30. Immediately I called up my aunty and bring me to MBPJ. After Rayuan, I paid only RM30, thank God!.

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Recently was very disappointed with everything -life, working , everything including him! I really can’t stand it anymore. Become very quiet when I met him. Feel that there is no communication between us anymore.

Yesterday, he visited me and bought me to dinner. He noticed big changes on me, all I wanted to do is keep a distances from him. Don’t wish to meet him so often and talk to him anymore. Never call or sms him.

Dinner time, he inquire about  changes, all I do is just noted and don’t said much. Yes, I’m trying to give up, so pls give me a break and don’t come near me. Tomorrow is 1st of Nov - is a special day for us. Is our anniversary. I don’t think he will remember . I don’t feel like bothering anymore.

Just wish to travel and go away from here. Will discuss with my boss and transfer me to Singapore Sony.

- 11working hours -

Wednesday, October 18th, 2006

Yesterday my shift is 8.30-5.30pm. I stayed back to continue my paper till 7.45pm.Total working hours was 11 hours. First time I worked so long hours.

Will be continue for 11 hours for few days later to finished up my paper work and follow up which is quite a lot. Luckily today is my replacement leave for last Tuesday which is Selangor state holidays.

Went One Utama with my aunty. Shops for groceries and some casual cloths. Will shop working cloths with piggy this Saturday before I go back to Muar at night.

My jie mui’s in Muar….wait for me…I’m going back~!

-Outgoing Saturday-

Sunday, October 15th, 2006

Aunty Yvone place for lepak and dinner.

Saturday, its my outgoing day. Had been waiting for this day for long time. Too bad I woke up at 1.30pm! Friday night go KLIA with him in the middle of the night to fetch his parents which just came back traveling from China.

Went brunch at Kelana Jaya Giant Pizza Hut then go Aunty Yvon which just came back from Muar, brought me otak-otak.

After dinner, we went to the night market in somewhere nearby Cheras,too bad the jam was too long and no parking at all so we changed our planned!—> Petaling Street, wow is just like a century I never been to Petaling Street!

- Need A Break -

Thursday, October 12th, 2006

NeYesterday, supposing work 10.30am shift. But my boss called me at 8.15 morning and informed I need to go to training at 9am! I told her probably I’ll be late. MY boss allowed me to reach at 9.30am but 1 condition ‘ PLS DRIVE CAREFULLY, DON’T RUSH". Reach at 9.10am, but the guest of Honor haven’t reach, gosh!

My department lack of manpower. 4 people take leave and MC and only left 5 of us. The day was very tough and I made a lot of mistakes, sigh. Went back at 7.30pm. Although very hungry but no appetite to eat so I just drink lamb stew soup.Went home and accidentally fall asleep with my make up on! Till 1am woke up and shower and sleep again. What a day!

I need a break…..

- State Holiday -

Monday, October 9th, 2006

Today 10th Oct 2006 is a state holiday for Selangor. All the department were close but still our department is on! Only 5-6 of us are working …sob =( . Luckily today can wear casual.

Morning, when I about to leave to work, he had prepared a lunch box for me. Sandwiched with cheese sausages and eggs. Yeah, no need to go out for lunch today. Thanks a lot!

Now, in office working and do some checking on stocks in whole Malaysia Direct Store through intranet…as usual…waiting for 5.30pm to reached.

To be continue…..

***Happy Mooncake Festival***

Friday, October 6th, 2006

Its 12.30am now, should be sleeping now but feel like writing a blog before go to bed.Emm…where should I start? Start from early morning, today I worked 10.30am shift. This morning a bit stress…met a lot of demanding customer regarding about sony products.

A lot of follow up case till we lunch at 2.30pm. Went Centrepoint with Calista for lunch. Went to Shanghai Cafe which used to go with Stephanie. After lunch, continue work as usual till 7.30pm.Do report with Calista before gone back.

8.30pm reach home and found out that he already outside my house waiting for me. Went to his grandma house for dinner (special prawn mee)prepared by his grandma- really delicious.

After dinner, he told me he must go to meet his friend. Was very tired and don’t feel like going so I stayed in the car. Once reached, he asked me to get out from the car and go behind the bonnet and take my stuff. Feel a bit irritating once he asked me to do so. Once see 2 lantern (bird and dinosaur)lantern in the bonnet, was very happy.

Still remember that I’ve told him I didn’t celebrate mooncake festival more than 5 years and wish to celebrate by playing candle and light up all the lanterns. A nice surprised after whole day tired of working.

We hold our lanterns and walk outside the house. Most of the people look at 6 of us but still I feel happy.Sigh…how I wish the night never end.

Its almost 1am now. Time to sleep, tomorrow got training the whole day. Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone and hopefully everyone got a wonderful night.

- should i ? -

Wednesday, October 4th, 2006

It’s lunch time now. Cafeteria wont be open till Hari Raya. All I got to do is order lunch pack with colleagues. Tomorrow is the exact day for Mooncake Festival. When I was young, used to take lantern and play candle during Mooncake Festival in Tanjung, Muar.

Its been years I didn’t celebrate Mooncake Festival. He invited me to his grandma house since his grandma invited me to spend time at her house. Should I go? Bored…feel bored in office. Waiting for time to pass. Need to wash cloths and clean my room and house on Sunday!! Saturday need to go training at office…gosh!! What happen to my weekend?….I need a break