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Woke up at 10am, mummy bring me go dentist…after that went boutique buy a few cloths and dress.As I knew most of Muar area have no water supply but luckily my house got water due to years ago we did change the plumbing thinggy as I understand from dad our water supply is from Tangkak that’s why whole row of house only my house alone got water.

Dad become Santa clause for few days giving water to the needy including strangers!Once dad open the gate the people rush over and asked for water and yet my house become part of public bathroom as in most of my parent’s friends came here with family for shower and do washing!

Night, heard news that the whole Muar will have electrical cut off and it makes the whole Muar in a mess. All the petrol stations were jam! Evening, went to Batu Pahat for Xmas dinner.

22 Dec 2006

Work as usual. Yeah, got my pay today and also bonus! Overjoyed! Daddy said he will come all the way from Muar, Johor to fetch me(KL) back to Muar , Johor. Doesn’t want to disturb my dad as I afraid he get tired.Informed my dad that I’ll be back to Muar on 23Dec morning with friend. But still, dad and mum came and waited for me at aunty Yvon house.

After work, rush to SS3 saloon (which is he is already there waiting for me)Yeah, he permed my hair. Not enough time to do color, make it next time. Oh ya, 22 Dec is a special day for Chinese too(don’t know how it call) its a day that everybody eating glutinous rice ball.

After permed hair,his parent invited me to his house for simple steamboat dinner.Not enough time, so just eat there and I drove back home to pack my luggage and rush to aunty Yvon house.Mum bring the glutinous rice ball from Muar just for me! Touching! Reached there about 12am and we went back at 1.50am.

When he tried to help to move my luggage from his car to my dad car, I saw a big present wrapped with Christmas paper behind his bonnet, he said is for me. Surprised!~~ Dad drive very fast and reached Muar at 3.30am !

21/12/2006 Thursday

Yeah, got pay earlier together with bonus- overjoyed-After working hour, me and my colleagues went to Chef & Brew restaurant which is located at Damansara Heights. As planned earlier, all of us bring our own present to exchange.

The environment is wonderful and the price is not that expensive. Can really feel the Xmas time as they played Xmas song and all the decoration were so nice. Leather dining tables, mini Xmas tree and candle light on all the tables( more pics in photo album- will upload later due to I’m no time to upload now) As for the food there, got a lot of choices of western, orient and even Japanese food. A lot of types of beverages till I don’t even know what to order.So, we ordered a bottle of red wine- feel so happy till I can’t stop drinking-

Having a great time spending time gathering chatting together with colleagues especially colleagues from other department. Get to know more people in other department as well.

Can see that everyone were so happy enjoying and our side had created the louders voices among others. After finish eating, we took a lot of pictures exchange present and guess what i get for this year Xmas? Yeah,I got a bottle of shower gel from Body Shop =).I got more than 7 bottles of shower gel in my cabinet now =)

Went back about 11pm and after shower I slept with wet hair (too tired to blow dry). Merry Christmas to everyone, thought that this year is the saddest Christmas I ever had, wish it won’t happen as what I aspect..

I hate today working life! It makes my life totally miserable the whole damn week! Stupid logistics company which didn’t send items to customer which is urgent and need to pay RM150 extra for just 1 trip!

Idiot logistics which had been paid RM150 just for 1 trip but never confirm with customer that they are going to send goods to customer! Make me like a wild goose chase the whole damn day.

Have a very bad day! Till in the sudden I received a sms from him which he is at Johor Bahru now.Stated in SMS- Lucky had left us without saying goodbye.

Lucky- is the hamster that found by his parents at the park. She is so lucky to be found and being save by his parents. So lucky that she escape from the box and gone into his dog mouth but still survive, so lucky that she climb up the stairs and found again in the vase by his mum ( I don’t even know how she manage to drop in tall vase), she is so lucky that she is found blind but after 2 days, her eyes was fully recovered and she have a very beautiful black bean eyes so then I name her Lucky.

Micco left us after a month, and Lucky left us after 6 days. May u both rest in peace.

As I knew, most of the men won’t admit and apologize for what they had done, all they do it just take it as nothing happen and talk to you as usual. I wonder all the men are like that?

Not even call or sms him but he did sms me these few days.Yesterday midnight, he sms me to wake him up as USUAL as he afraid he can’t wake up.( I guess this is one of the topic he search to try to communicate to me again)Excuse me, do you know what is our condition now? Knew that he not used to it as how I use to pampered him.

As in other guys become my alarm clock, wake me up every morning 6.30am and while I on the way to office at 7.50am I called and wake him out. Strange.

This morning he called me, informed that his parent went jogging and found a hamster. That hamster had probably run away from the nearby houses.As he knew I’m a pet lover. According to him, one of the hamster eye is already blind. Probably due to being bite by others creatures when he was lost outside.

Feeling very worry with the hamster condition as the hamster never eat and drink although the food and water are provided. But yet I won’t show it out like I care!

He even called me to go over to his house to see the hamster due to I have more than 30 hamster last time. I don’t think this is the excuses to give as he knew I’m still angry for what he had done. End up, I rejected and I didn’t go over yet I’m very worry of the hamster condition. His parents planned to give it to me because they knew I’m sad and lonely when I lost Micco few months ago.Don’t think will accept as I’m so busy not even have time to take care of myself.

Will plan to bring cage and water bottle which left over by Micco the next day to him. Just wish the hamster is strong enough to stay alive. 

i cant believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i cant believe it ..years gone down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try to say it so many times but still you couldn’t see..
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again

dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things

tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love

I really wish the outcome will change but in the end is still the same. Most of the weekend faces tears and sorrow, same to last weekend.

Don’t which to face anymore. Roses are still roses, although it is beautiful on the surface but the torn is still cutting. Giving hope to someone means giving them chances to hurt me over and over again. Yesterday is the funeral of our love. I knew I’ll be in sorrow but hopefully it won’t be long coz I knew you won’t been hurt as deep as I am.