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Were on MC today, having breathing difficulties early morning and have a strong headache. Rest till 11+ then went to see doctor.Doctor said that he could see I were in depression and worried too much.

I very damn stressed with my job and fed up with some people but yet….still need to go on with my life.

Understand that Asus Service Centre open on weekdays only from 10am to 7pm.So, I need to force myself to get my lappy to service centre by today since there is some problem with the DVD drive.

The technician replace a new DVD drive for my lappy once he knew my problem without hesitate.Went to aunty house and rest and watch ‘The Holiday’ by Cameron Diaz and Kate Winslet.

The movie is very interesting and the storyline is about the problem I am having now.Now I understand why some of my friends said that I’m pathetic.

Went home and 8.30pm and once I reached my house gate he arrived too.Visit me for a while and he gone back.

14 Feb 2007

Its Valentine Day.Well, as usual work on the day time and night? Well, I’m glad that the next day no need to go back to office due to I already take 2 days leave!After finish my work,went home a while and he came and see me.Telling me that he need to return Micco’s cage to me due to last time he borrow to put Lucky(the hamster) which is found by his parents.

Yup, you may return the cage but why on 14 Feb?Probably is one of the excuses to get to meet me.After everything, drive all the way to Klang and meet Grace.Went to Sky restaurant which is at the seaside to have our dinner there.A lot of people dine there due to CNY is coming and most of the company having annual dinner there.

We’re so lucky to get a table which is near to the sea.Food were nice but the price are nice too. The next day, need to rush to SS3 salon due to he need to color my hair in the sudden yet so rushing. After color my hair, went back straight away to Johor.

The next day yumcha with my best pals in Delikateza and we went Tanjung the seaside.Yeah, were standing at the seaside chatting and taking ciggies till 2 am only we gone back.Thanks pals..I do really enjoy the day and feel relief although the time is quite short.

Saturday, went back to Kluang and stayed a night there and on Sunday went to Rawang Duta Palm Resort again for vacation. Really enjoy the day there with families gathering and playing cards.

Back to KL on Tuesday and I stay in aunty’s house till Friday I gone back to work from aunty’s house and end up I stayed till Saturday only gone back.

No one at home as I’m all alone the Saturday night. Sunday, went Unisense at Subang with Grace to tried up the facial.Then went Sunway Sushi King for lunch and night went to Bangsar Village(new shopping centre) so long didn’t go there already.Miss Student life a lot which we use to go Bangsar area.

Went shopping with A at Mid Valley, noticed that he tried to make me happy.He bought a lot of stuffs for me which I don’t wish to accept.Bring me movie, spent me breakfast at Sushi Kind, tea time at Starbucks and dinner at Nando’s. Thanks a lot, I gotta get out of my house so that I wouldn’t sit there think think think till my brain explored and flood my room!

Night,called him and asked his whereabout.Informed that was with his boss repairing his boss laptop.I asked for an answer and at last he replied me after long for that answer for so long.Really surprised he will tell me his feeling as he always tried to avoid.

Yeah, he treated me very good 1 year ago, according to him he did planned everything for our future including bringing me to migrate to Australia together with his family! Told you that I got my family here and I can’t leave them as I’m the only daughter! Yeah, I thought of migrating when I were young and I did told my parent about this but I dont wish to leave my parents alone here.Planned to migrate 1st and invited them later.

Knew that you having a hard time and think how to let me know the answer.Thanks for letting me know and I didn’t blame you on this because I knew it earlier that you won’t be coming back anymore.Were extreamly happy when I’m with you last year.

But situation and environment had changed and end up you had to go.I never stop you from your career as I understand career is important to you.Anyhow, I feel relief after long for your answer for quite sometimes.Appreciate what you had done for me.Could see that you work so hard for yourself and me, work so hard so that could get me a pet to accompany me, spent few night with me to show me the way where I need to head for my work, interview and everything.Cook for me when I’m sick, clean my room when my room in a mess , rush to my house after work at 1-2am and said goodnight when I were sleeping (I knew it cause I pretend to sleep everytime u came- I’m a light sleeper)

Yeah, I miss you and miss the moment I spent with you but you shouldn’t have stop me from going to Singapore that time and now you’re leaving me very soon. I’m not blaming you, but I’m stuck here and doesn’t know what should I do and where should I go, probably I should resign and go back to where I belong.Yeah I’m just a fool because….I stayed because of you.

1st February 2007 Thursday

Its a public holiday! Woke up late at 11am due to Wednesday night went Cheras pasar malam with aunty. Got parking once I reach there, so lucky! Not dare to buy much stuffs as I had spent more than RM100 last Wednesday in Cheras pasar malam as well.Din buy much things but only food and a few pieces of CD.

As for yesterday, Grace called me up and planned to go out for fun rather stay at home. Went Sri Hartamas Irish Pub & Bistro for set lunch again. Noticed that this Irish pub is one of the outlet which I used to dine at Midvalley. After lunch, walk around and saw a lot of beautiful stuffs…quite expensive and I couldn’t buy as I need to buy queen size mattress as my bedroom set will be arrive on Feb!

Went Cineleisure at Damansara for movie. Walked around in The Curve as well.The curve decoration for CNY were beautiful! Kindly click on the pic to have a look. Were overjoyed as I found Fossile outlet in Cineleisure as I was looking for this shop in Bandar Utama and Mid Valley for quite a long time as their website never list down their outlets in Malaysia. Bought a money clip which I wanted so much for RM110 after 10% discount!

Watch Pathfinder- the movie were quite violence but not as violence as Blood Diamond.After movie, went Sakae Sushi for dinner. Quite a long queue but manage to get a table for two in 10 minutes time. Share a bowl of beef rice with Grace and ordered a few of sushi and temaki. Satisfied..have a walk before we head to aunty house!

Reached home about 12am. Saw his car in front of my house and when I went into my house saw him slept on the sofa. Must be my housemate let him in.Never answer his call for 2 days as he had made me very frustrated. He got his new pair of scissors and he cut a bit of my hair saying that 1st hair cut for his new scissors.