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30 March 2007 Friday

After working hour, prepared for night annual dinner which is located at Cititel Hotel.Out of time, went to one of the Cititel room and changed pareo, yeah my department need to wear pareo since the theme is Hawaii Rave Party.

Having great time there. A lot of lucky draw with great prize which include 60 inch LCD Bravia TV, Vaio Laptop, Hifi and a lot more. Not lucky enough to get all that buy at least I get 1 set limited edition CD pouch =)

Nice performance perform by 12 sexy dancers(more pic will be uploaded later) Enjoyed the food and the time there. Dinner end at 12++am, most of the employees went for second round at Aloha. Don’t feel like going end up I met up my friend for yumcha. By that time I still sober =)

16 March 2007, FRIDAY

Today is a last day for Uncle Law(senior). Really thank him a lot for teaching me most of the stuff in office.He taught me patiently in doing escalation,the right way of doing things a lot more.

Planned to have farewell dinner in Chilis Mid Valley but unable to book the table and yet so many of us going.End up we change to All Start Cafe & Bistro and to our surprised, Melissa knew the boss there and we got VVIP room which is so comfortable.Not only that, for Sony staff we entitled for 5% off- better than nothing right?

Thought it will be fun and it was really fun to all them by teasing me & Jason…gosh! Feel so awkward and most of the time I stayed quiet. Having fun chit chat and play pools.

Sigh…all wonderful people are gone in the sudden..Uncle Law, wish you all the best in future undertaking and will miss you always!

15 March 2007,Thursday

Midnight 12++am,he called me and informed me that he is on his way back from Penang(driving alone).I do not know whyand I do not wish to know much as I afraid the truth will kill my day. I was awake by his call and were very blur…so ..acceidently I said something which I not supposed to said…

5.52am…he smsed me againsaying he reached KL already,I woke up..read the sms and sleep again(light sleeper, able to wake up even my phone vibrate a bit).

Were very sleepy in office, keep myself occupied with work.After working hour, gone back home and he came at 7pm and pass me something.Is a souvenir he brought from Penang.Its a Tataro mobile holder (grey Chincilla in Japanese Cartoon)- he knew I missed Micco very much and I don’t want to have another chincilla to replace Micco.

Went dinner and we chat a lot…about life again..but most of the time I saty quiet.After dinner, we played online game(2 player). Having fun and enjoyed the game.

Makes me recall of last time which we played games togather in Genting.Knew is impossible to get back to the past..anyway, thanks for accompany and thanks for the souvenir.I do really appreciate it.

10 th March 2007 Saturday

Saturday morning, visit Compassion Home(orphanage) at Subang which is organized by company. Went there and we have a lot of activities for the kids-Lion Dance Competition, re-use recycle things to make models and a lot more.

Were depress recently, so I decided to join to help those childrens.There were 30 kids of them there aged between 3-18 years old. Feel that I’m so lucky to have families and friends around me.

After everything, went to Aunty Yvon house and fetch her. We went swimming at Duta Vista.Night, watch ‘Sinking of Japan’ at her house till I fall asleep on the sofa….tired!Drop dead!

7 March 2007

After mood-less for the whole day in office, went for Vista training in Office.Quite interesting and a lot of things to learn and need to be improved.Aisskk, electronics and IT is quite complicated.

While training half way, he smsed me inquire whether I would like to join him for dinner.Told him that I would be late till 8++ and not to wait for me.Saying that he could wait and he waited for me at my house.

Went for a simple dinner where we use to go Paramount famous Pan Mee. As usual,crowded with people and we’re lucky enough to get parking and table.

Chat a lot as we never meet for so long, talk about everything about how is his family and my families till mentioning that he will be migrating end of the year then we stone for a while.

Food not yet arrive so I could just stare on the road…yea..he will be leaving to Australia and I to Singapore. In the sudden asking about my illness..then I told him that I’m better now….but in fact do not want him to worry too much.

He told me how was his life recently everyday.. and I noticed that both of us is the same…after long working hours, he went to gym and I went to aunty house then both stay in room watch movie alone everynight.

Asking me if I need any help I could let him know anytime.Sigh, mens always doesn’t understand what womens think. Probably these relationship is better than a long gap relationship.

Today after working hour, planned to go back straight away but is heavy rain outside.So, I planned to have a walk in Mid Valley since I’m so stressed.

Heading to Maxis to pay my bills then to Guess to see any wallet since my previous Guess wallet were torn.

Saw very nice clutch and wallet.End up I planned to get 1 for myself and left it at counter.A guy standing in front of me saw my clutch and asked the salesgirl still got stock or not and he planned to buy as well.

Then I got my favorite wallet and a guy behind me took the wallet I put on counter and asked, is there any stock for this? Looks like I got  good taste huh?

End up I spent RM800++ just in Guess. Since when I become so shopcoholics?

Its 15th days of Chinese New Year today. Well, how I spent my days last few days.Friday night after work went to Aunty house for steamboat dinner.Saturday morning went Great Estern Mall shopping and evening dine in Shin Nichi japanese buffet with aunty and uncle.

James and Grace reached aunty house at 11++ then we played card till 1++am.

Today, after brunch, aunty and Grace is going back to Muar, Johor- same to Henry and Yong. SOB…this year Chap Goh May I’m all alone.A did asked me out to join him for dinner but I prefer to stay at home.Still remember last year Chap Goh May is the 1st time I went dinner at his house after we back from Zoo Negara.

Miss those moments but what can I do?The harder you try to forget the harder it is unless we lost memory.

Happy Chap Goh May to all of u and to Aeesen, really hope to see you again.

Were on MC today, having breathing difficulties early morning and have a strong headache. Rest till 11+ then went to see doctor.Doctor said that he could see I were in depression and worried too much.

I very damn stressed with my job and fed up with some people but yet….still need to go on with my life.

Understand that Asus Service Centre open on weekdays only from 10am to 7pm.So, I need to force myself to get my lappy to service centre by today since there is some problem with the DVD drive.

The technician replace a new DVD drive for my lappy once he knew my problem without hesitate.Went to aunty house and rest and watch ‘The Holiday’ by Cameron Diaz and Kate Winslet.

The movie is very interesting and the storyline is about the problem I am having now.Now I understand why some of my friends said that I’m pathetic.

Went home and 8.30pm and once I reached my house gate he arrived too.Visit me for a while and he gone back.

14 Feb 2007

Its Valentine Day.Well, as usual work on the day time and night? Well, I’m glad that the next day no need to go back to office due to I already take 2 days leave!After finish my work,went home a while and he came and see me.Telling me that he need to return Micco’s cage to me due to last time he borrow to put Lucky(the hamster) which is found by his parents.

Yup, you may return the cage but why on 14 Feb?Probably is one of the excuses to get to meet me.After everything, drive all the way to Klang and meet Grace.Went to Sky restaurant which is at the seaside to have our dinner there.A lot of people dine there due to CNY is coming and most of the company having annual dinner there.

We’re so lucky to get a table which is near to the sea.Food were nice but the price are nice too. The next day, need to rush to SS3 salon due to he need to color my hair in the sudden yet so rushing. After color my hair, went back straight away to Johor.

The next day yumcha with my best pals in Delikateza and we went Tanjung the seaside.Yeah, were standing at the seaside chatting and taking ciggies till 2 am only we gone back.Thanks pals..I do really enjoy the day and feel relief although the time is quite short.

Saturday, went back to Kluang and stayed a night there and on Sunday went to Rawang Duta Palm Resort again for vacation. Really enjoy the day there with families gathering and playing cards.

Back to KL on Tuesday and I stay in aunty’s house till Friday I gone back to work from aunty’s house and end up I stayed till Saturday only gone back.

No one at home as I’m all alone the Saturday night. Sunday, went Unisense at Subang with Grace to tried up the facial.Then went Sunway Sushi King for lunch and night went to Bangsar Village(new shopping centre) so long didn’t go there already.Miss Student life a lot which we use to go Bangsar area.

Went shopping with A at Mid Valley, noticed that he tried to make me happy.He bought a lot of stuffs for me which I don’t wish to accept.Bring me movie, spent me breakfast at Sushi Kind, tea time at Starbucks and dinner at Nando’s. Thanks a lot, I gotta get out of my house so that I wouldn’t sit there think think think till my brain explored and flood my room!

Night,called him and asked his whereabout.Informed that was with his boss repairing his boss laptop.I asked for an answer and at last he replied me after long for that answer for so long.Really surprised he will tell me his feeling as he always tried to avoid.

Yeah, he treated me very good 1 year ago, according to him he did planned everything for our future including bringing me to migrate to Australia together with his family! Told you that I got my family here and I can’t leave them as I’m the only daughter! Yeah, I thought of migrating when I were young and I did told my parent about this but I dont wish to leave my parents alone here.Planned to migrate 1st and invited them later.

Knew that you having a hard time and think how to let me know the answer.Thanks for letting me know and I didn’t blame you on this because I knew it earlier that you won’t be coming back anymore.Were extreamly happy when I’m with you last year.

But situation and environment had changed and end up you had to go.I never stop you from your career as I understand career is important to you.Anyhow, I feel relief after long for your answer for quite sometimes.Appreciate what you had done for me.Could see that you work so hard for yourself and me, work so hard so that could get me a pet to accompany me, spent few night with me to show me the way where I need to head for my work, interview and everything.Cook for me when I’m sick, clean my room when my room in a mess , rush to my house after work at 1-2am and said goodnight when I were sleeping (I knew it cause I pretend to sleep everytime u came- I’m a light sleeper)

Yeah, I miss you and miss the moment I spent with you but you shouldn’t have stop me from going to Singapore that time and now you’re leaving me very soon. I’m not blaming you, but I’m stuck here and doesn’t know what should I do and where should I go, probably I should resign and go back to where I belong.Yeah I’m just a fool because….I stayed because of you.